Well Son that is another remembrance day past, before we know it it will be Christmas then New Year, I really hate the second half of the year, your birthday in July, anniversary of the accident 29th Aug the funeral 14th Sept remembrance day 11th nov then xmas and newyear it is just one sadder day after another, notice I said sadder because every day is a sad day for me without you here, Managed to go to the Cenotaph this year it was so busy, I even walked with the parade this year but maybe I shouldn't have done it cause I was knackered for 2 days, the old joints just can't cope. lol. Christian and Heather got bad news again, so sad as that was probably their last chance wish there was something we could do to help. Dean and Lizzies baby will be here in a few weeks, god help us if he is anything like Dean was as a baby LOL. only joking am quite looking forward to him coming into the family, it's been a wee while since there has been a new baby in the family, but then again even that will be tinged with sadness as you won't physically be here to see him, but I know spiritually you are always close. Wish things could have been different, LOVE YOU MUM xxxxxxxxxxx