From Phyllis on 02/08/2008

Hi John Paul, been adding more photos to your site, still got more to put on but will do it another day, it is so hard going through all the pictures it is still so hard to believe you aren't here anymore, I can still remember when most of the pictures were taken, what a waste of a life you had so much to live for, why the hell did you go in that idiots car was that girl really worth losing your life for, I just hope you had a good time when you were out with her. Sorry for going on but sometimes I get so angry, that idiot killed you and ruined my life to I just wish I could turn the clock back to the last time I spoke to you had I thought for one minute what was going to happen I would never have put the phone down on you, but then neither of us knew that was the last time we woulld speak to one another, you know how much I loved you but sometimes you made me mad you were so bloody stubborn. You know some of the people off the site are going to churches please try and make sure they are not messed about they need to be treated carefully, and please keep an eye on Norrie he's really worried about this inquest. One of Deans friends committed suicide on Monday, it is so sad all over a girl his poor family it must be awful for them and for the poor girl how is she supposed to live with that. Anyway son going to go for now, sorry for bursting your chops but feeling a bit down today. Love you son, speak to you soon, love MUMxxxxxxx.