Well JP it has been a hard day as if being your anniversary wasn't bad enough I had a funeral to go to first thing this morning, so 2 trips to the cemetery today, but here I am on your site and the day is almost over, survived once again lol. no joking it really doesn't get easier. but that is how it will be for the rest of my life without you, Miss you and so wish thing were different and you were home with us, Love you Son. MUM xxxxx