Don't know what happened to the message I left you at Christmas, it seems to have vanished so I hope you had a great time. It is New Years eve and I am just about going to bed as I just can't cope with the bells brings back too many memories and makes you realise what you have lost and what might have been. So Happy New Year when it comes and I hope you and the lads have a great time, love you son and miss you every minute of every day. MUM xx