Well son that's another birthday gone by cant believe I am 60 I was only 38 when you left where has all that time gone, been an absolutely crazy day, was dreading it as I don't want to celebrate anything without you being here but you know this family they are all so loud and in your face you just have to cope with whatever they have in mind, it is now 9pm and I have just tidied up after they all left, been on the go since 9am so I am shattered just about ready for my bed, still missed you so much even with all the chaos going on, you are never out of my thoughts for more than a second, wish you were here. Love and miss you so much JP xxxxxxxxx