Haven't been on here for a wee while now JP but life is hectic at the moment as you are probably aware of, please don't think I have forgot about you because that will never happen, you are never out of my mind, you are the very core of my being, I just miss you so much and I wish I was with you, but I'm afraid I am still needed here, the grand kids still need me here. Just know that I love and miss you so much Son xxx