Happy Birthday JP, x that is another year gone by that makes 17 birthdays you haven't been here for, it is so unfair, I have been to the cemetary and put your flowers and cards there for you, it is looking really nice, sounds crazy doesn't it that my birthday present to you is to decorate your headstone, but that is the only thing I can do for you now making sure it is looked after. I came on here the other night and left a thought but it seems to have disappeared, don't know why, anyway things are ok here at the moment I think I have finally agreed a settlement with the builders just waiting for confirmation from their lawyer but fingers crossed they will accept what I am offering to pay them, if not a court will have to decide because I am not prepared to give them more than what I have offered because if they accept I am still out of pocket so they are getting away lightly, Arlene ,Robert and the kids are just back from holiday and Christian and Heather are away on Thursday so it is really quiet here and Dean is so loved up I never see him, but then again it saves me a fortune cause everytime he does come here he is always looking for a sub, lol. Well Son you have a great day with all your mates, give my love to Christian and tell him his little nephew is beautiful. Missing you so much, this year has been really hard seems to be getting harder as time goes on, Love you loads Son, MUM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx