Well J.P.as you are probably aware I am thinking of moving house,I am so scared of making the change,I know I am being stupid but there are so many memories in this house ok maybe not all good ones but they are mine, all your belongings are still here and I know that it is probably time to clear them out so everyone tells me but I'm sorry I cant see me ever being able to do that. I need to move to somewhere on the level because with each relapse of the M.S.it is getting harder to manage in this house, Arlene and Christian think I should move out of Ayr and I am thinking about it,one of the things I'm worried about is not being near the cemetary,but I promise you that if I do move out of Ayr that your grave will always be looked after.I know that you will always be with me no matter where I live, but this was your home, and I am really scared about moving, sometimes I just think that one day the door will open and you will walk in, dirty washing in your bergen, and starving looking for a fry up just like you always did. But that is never going to happen so for the sake of my health I will just have to bite the bullit and make the move. If you think I'm doing the right thing try and let me know through one of the mediums at the church,just know that wherever I go you will always go with me because you are locked away so safely in my heart and nothing will ever change that. I'll go for now and stop rabbiting on. Love you J.P. MUM xxx.