Hi Son, well put your xmas tree and lights up at the cemetary on Sunday just hope there is enough sun to charge the solar panels, went to see your gran after being at the cemetary, couldn't even wake her up, she is so far gone now she doesn't even know when we are there. Anyway just about ready for Christmas, all the shopping is done just the house to sort out and then all the cooking to do, all the fuss for a day I wish I never even had to wake up for, I just wish I could sleep through it, it will never be the same again without you here, life is so unfair everything other people get pleasure from will always have a black cloud over it for me, the only thing that could make me happy again would be to have you here, miss you baby, mum xxxxxx