Hi Son, well that is another mothers day past, just doesn't get any easier, you are in my thoughts 24/7 just can't get you out of my head, I honestly think the more time that passes things seem to be getting worse, don't get me wrong the tears aren't as constant as they once were but the thoughts going round in my head is more persistent than ever, I keep thinking about all the things you should have been doing now and how much you have missed, it is so cruel what happened to you. you had so much to live for, you had finally found yourself, got your life together and was ready to move forward, I was so proud of the man you were becoming, especially after all the shit you put up with while you were growing up, life was so hard on you and for that I am so sorry, I should have done more to prevent it. Hope things are ok with you, give everyone my love, MUM xxxxxxxxxxx MISS YOU SON xxxxxx