Well son finally got back to you, been trying to sort your photos, still haven't got them right don't know how to get them in the right order, been sitting here for ages did not realise how late it was but it is after midnight. Went on to the much loved community page today, it is so sad all those people who are in the early days of grief, they have such a long road to travel. I'm so glad that I'm not back there in that God forsaken place, that dark place where there is no light, at least I have moved on from there, not that the light shines brightly in my life but at least there is some light, I know that I have reached the stage where it is as good as it will ever be and I have to accept that I will feel like this for the rest of my life, "but then I was 53 this week so maybe that wont be to far away" I was speaking to your aunt Una today she is really finding it hard to cope since Jeannie died, if you could just let us know if she is okay that would be great. I always seem to be on here with nothing but doom and gloom but things here are quite bad at the moment one of Arlenes' friends was killed on Thursday he was only in his late thirties married with two small kids, and another one of their friends has a brain tumor and there is nothing the doctors can do that will save him, he is only 35 and also has a young family, then as well as that her father in law was diagnosed just before christmas with terminal cancer, so as you can imagine we are walking on eggshells at the moment as the kids are really upset about their PaPa. especially wee Robert. I'm going to go for now son as it is now after 1am. Speak to you again soon. Miss you loads, Love Mum xxx.