Hi J.P. I know I haven't writen for a few weeks but it has been a bit of a hard time, I've been feeling really down the last few weeks and I just couldn't face coming on a computer to speak to you, but you know you are always in my thoughts, there is never a day passes that I dont think about you. Yesterday was mothers day and it was so hard, everybody seems to forget, they just carry on as usual,then ask me why I'm so quiet "why do they think". Anyway enough about that I'm getting my extension built, I've decided not to move I just can't bear the thought of moving from this house, so the extension will be getting started in the next couple of weeks, it will make such a difference not having to worry about the stairs. I've put a couple of new songs on your site I hope you like them, it took me ages to get them on, I don't think I'll ever learn how to work this computer, I just can't remember how to do things, Dean or Christian are always showing me but the old grey matter don't work as well as it used to it just doesn't store things the way it used to, they even bought me a book called How to use a laptop,for Dummies. but it didn't help, can't even understand the book "must be a right dummy" anyway as long as I can get on your site that is all that matters. I joined the much loved community, have had a few messages, some have visited your site they thought it was really nice, I hope you don't mind, I thought maybe it may help someone. By the way Cheryl got your message from that medium, she was absolutely gobsmacked that she could tell her about the photos on your site, that Cheryl had looked at them just 2 days before the reading. Well son I'm going to go for now as I'm really tired, Speak to you soon all my love, from mum. xxx