HI J.P. just thought I,d come on site and burst your chops with all my woe's I'm really having issues with Dean at the moment he is so rude and bad mannered towards me, doesn't seem to be like that with anyone else but he just seems to be angry with me all the time and I haven't a clue why, but I have warned him if it doesn't stop he cannot continue to live here, I would really hate to have to put him out but I can't handle the stress he is causing it really agrivates the symptoms of my M.S. as stress is the worst trigger for a relapse, any suggestions would be appreciated. Your Nan is really bad, her condition is getting worse by the day, it is so sad to see her, I don't go as much now as it only upsets her, not that she even knows who we are but she gets all aggitated when she has visitors, apart from her getting upset it really is hard to see her like that you can't get her out of your head for days, I just wish her peace but that won't happen as long as she is on this side of life. Anyway son nothing changes life is still crap I think I was just put here to struggle as it just seems to be one thing after another, but as everyone says you'll get your rewards in the next life well I hope so, and I hope whoever decides what that will be knows that the only reward I would want is for you to be there waiting for me. Miss you son, All my love Mum xxx.