Well son that is another year gone by that makes 15 in all, it is unbelievable that all that time has passed since I last saw you, but the day went okay, yesterday was not a good day but that is normal I think it is the anticipation of what is coming, now we have the next 16 days to get through till the anniversary of your funeral I hate this period it always drags in. I took all your flowers to the grave today, even Arlene bought you some this year, do you think she is finally growing up ha!ha! I'm not going to stay on long as I ain't feeling to great, I am so tired I think maybe I need an early night, I will be back tomorrow if I feel a bit better, I want to do some more work on my journal didn't get to much done the other night it was just to hard, but I really must try harder. I'm going to go for now, love and miss you so much Son, Lots of love Mum xxxxx