Hi Son, sorry I haven't been on for a few days but I am really feeling like crap I am so fed up with the constant pain and being stuck in the house, it gives me too much time to sit feeling sorry for myself, that is when my mind drifts back to the accident and that awful time and I just end up getting depressed,the doctor is finally sending me back to a neurologist so hopefully he will change my medication, because I cannot take much more of life this way I would rather not be here than live like this, the extension is being started in a fortnight so hopefully once that is done things will be a bit easier, just wish it was finished it has been a long process but the end is finally in sight. Sorry for being such a moaning old cow but you are the only one I can talk to cause nobody else really gives a shit or at least that is the impression they give, they just don't get it, I cannot do the things I used to be able to do but they cannot seem to get that into their thick heads, it will take for me to explode before they take any notice. Anyway that's me had my moan, till the next time, going to go now and try and have a decent sleep tonight cause I have got Christy first thing in the morning, so I will speak to you soon JP, Love and miss you so much, lots of love Mum xxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx