Hi son, just a short visit not been to well the last week but it is the anniversary of your funeral on Sunday so If I can mamage to get out tomorrow I will get flowers for the grave but if not you know my thoughts will be with you as they always are. I will really try my best and if I can't I will try and get someone else to get them, I am really sorry but you know I would never miss it if I was ok. I think the painkillers are taking the feet from me they are definately helping the pain but all I do is sleep, every time I sit down I am off, can't even watch the telly, missing all my soaps. Hopefully I will be able to cut them down soon. Going to go to bed now, I'll speak to you soon. Love and miss you so much son. MUM xxxxx