Hi Son just wanted to say Happy Valentines Day, sorry I haven't been on here very much lately but at times it is just to hard to put what I am feeling into words, it is only February and between Arlenes wedding in june and your 40th birthday in july the dread is setting in already, don't know which one is worse, but as usual I will have to put a smile on my face and keep how I really feel to myself . Anyway just wanted to let you know I think about you all the time and miss you soo much. Love you son, MUM xxxx