Hi son, just been adding to my journal, it is really quite hard having to take my mind back to that time and place, it brings all those memories and feelings flooding back but I want to put as much of it down as I can, maybe one day the rest of the family might want to read it. Maybe when they are a bit older and more able to deal with it, I'm quite sure they think about you as much as I do, but they don't want to hear about it they won't even look at this site,but at least it will always be here when the time is right for them. Anyway son I'm going to go for now as it is getting late, speak to you soon. Love you son, MUM XXX.