Well JP, that's the end of another year and the start of a new one, I keep saying every year maybe the next one will be better, well were of to a great start this year they are all in bed with flu, I think I'm the only one standing, Dean even came home today cause he didn't want to stay in the flat on his own, good job Mum is good for something LOL.I hope wherever you are that you had a great time over the holidays, knowing you and the rest of the lads you were probably having a blast, Was it you mucking about with my pc ? if it was you pack it in you know how stupid I am when it comes to things like that I haven't got a clue how to fix it, lol. The builders are starting back on Monday they will be cutting through into the house I'm dreading the mess, will have to wrap everything in polythene to protect it so that will be my weekend taken care of. Don't really have much to tell you, haven't really seen anyone or been out this week, in a way it has been good cause i have had a really good rest and my feet finally feel as if they are getting better "better not speak too soon" I'll know the first day I go out and try to walk any distance. Well son I'm of to bed and try to get some sleep I'll speak to you soon, You know you are in my thoughts every minute of every day, I miss you so much son, but we are another year closer to that day when everything will fall into place and I will see you again Love you son, MUM xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx